Im so freaking sad and dissapointed today. Firstly my hand is injured. And im so fed up with my hand i and i go and wack it with metal rod. Haish. Until it became numb. I went to work today and 2 cartons of tin milk fall onto my hand!! Best uh!! Happy sia! Plus pain also uh. But fun because all my heart pain is all at my hand. Haish.

Faris pick me up today. He went to my store and see what am i doing. Then i was touched when we reached at my crib. He ask me to bathe and ask me to lie down beside him. And i did. I told him many times i need work to support myself. Because i cannot take it anymore suffering like this. I told him maybe im not going to continue my studies. And he tried his best to help me out. Not he tried but all the time he's being MR NICE MAN to help me out. But only sometime we fight just because of those small mistakes. Haish. How i wish i could turn back the time. I enjoy those days with him. The laughter the crying session that we had together the happiness the joy and everything that we did. Hahahaha. I must thank god because he is the other reason i finish this course peacefully. The only thing i knew to come to school to see his face. He enlightens my days my life. No matter how terrible we fight deep down my heart i will say nevermind he will change for the better! Until now. I don't know what our status are. But just leave it this way. I don't want to ask much. We both still wanna enjoy our lives. Let it be this way then. Im happier this way. Talk to my friends.

By remembering this all make me wanna cry. Back to the story. My hand is in pain. He massage it until i sleep!! When i woke up he was saying that i get a job but then he tricked me! Hahahaha. Today never go out uh. Just staying at home. And another reason is my hand is in pain. And i had no mood for it. Then got these human beings always want to test my f**kin patience. Haish. Don't test my patience baby!! I will go mad dog after that!! Hahahaha. Till here.

toddles!!!

Im sad to say i never get the job i dream about. Im so sad about it. Haish. What to do. Im so freaking sad about it. I was so hoping to get the job. But nevermind. There will be another opportunity for me right?? Hmmm.

Today nothing much happended to my life. Only meet irritating people thats all. Anyway im so dead bored. Wish i could have something to do. Mish him alot. Till here.

toddles!!!

Im so happy today. Don't know why. Im happy that i get to start FARIS's bike today. Hahahahaha. So happy to have a bike. That is what i always want. To have a bike so i can go wherever i want too. Hahahaha. Must wait for me to be 18 then can enrol for my bike. Then can watch M18. Don't need to hide anymore. Hahahahaha.

Anyway went to interview just now. I was late actually. Meet Faris then he sent to my destination for just like 20 minutes!!! Ish!! He speed like what sia!! I can fly already!! Hahahahaha. Then when i reach to that place already i was like so stupit don't know which company should i go too. Then i panic like hell!!! OKay first and for most. MUST thanks FARIS uh. For finding me a job which i would love to work in. What is my job?? Its actually a receptionist luh. But i would to go higher than this okay. But for start as a receptionist is acceptable already. Hahahahaha. They were so friendly to me. I hope to get this job. I really hope. What happen to the jobs i mention?? For the florist job. They didn't call me then nevermind. For venture era. I need to pause for awhile. For guardian. I work only saturday and sunday!!! So this receptionist job is monday to friday. And the best part was it start from 8.30am till 5.30pm. Sounds like my attachment sia!!! Nevermind this will be first time i work at the big company and i was being attached to the front desk!!! But the sad thing was. Im shortlisted! So i hope to get this job. By friday they will call me if i get in if not can say bye bye to my dream job. Ya allah tolong luh hamba mu ini.

Other than my interview. Faris interview was like %#%#&%(^%#@#~!@!!! Hahahahaha. He is so picky about the job. Until i don't know what else to say for him. Hahahhahaha. All the best for him if he gets the job. Tomorrow will be watching THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON!!! Weeeeeeeee!!! Jacob is so damn hot!! Im so in love with his body!! Hahahaha. Till here!!

toddles!!!